Lost!?

Am I suitable to take care of babies myself? This is the question I have been asking myself these few weeks.

Having twins and without having immediate family members living nearby to take care of them is one of the issues we face now.

As the youngest child in the family and never take care of baby before (not even carry them!), I feel scared that I may not have the patience and may not do a good job. Taking care of one baby may not be so frightening, but two, is an issue.

Another option is to send them to nanny during day time. However, I'm also afraid that the nanny may not able to provide good care, especially after 6th month when they need stimulation and interaction to build their physical, mental, and cognitive development.

My mum said, it would be better for me to return to work, as I will be more happy. I would be very stressful if I stay at home all time. I really in the lost - can I cope with two babies myself, while managing the home? I need to think again.